Jacqueline Nicole and the Terrible Tumblr Title

the last 9 hours. I am always the most attractivewhat is my...

Thu, 31 May 2012 00:23:28 -0700

the last 9 hours.
I am always the most attractive
what is my life

I’m watching the first episode of girls, and it’s making me kinda sick. Is this show...

Wed, 30 May 2012 23:10:00 -0700

I’m watching the first episode of girls, and it’s making me kinda sick.

Is this show trying to be honest about 20 somethings living in the cities or is it like the middle aged persons view of us 20 somethings? because if it’s the second option they’re hitting the nail (read:me) on the head.

…urgh is this how I come off to the world? Is this what my age group is?

urgh I’m going to puke. Being 20ish is more angsty than being a teen all the time. Blech.

I made an apple kiwi greentea smoothie. JESUS CHRIST MY LIPS ARE ON FIRE/FEEL LIKE THERE ARE A...

Wed, 30 May 2012 22:40:09 -0700

I made an apple kiwi greentea smoothie. JESUS CHRIST MY LIPS ARE ON FIRE/FEEL LIKE THERE ARE A MILLION TINY BARBS IN IT! ALSO MY THROAT!

ACIDIC FRRUUUUUUIIIIITTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

what is my life even?Gotta find things to do with my day that is not just sitting on the computer...

Wed, 30 May 2012 20:25:00 -0700

what

life

even?

Gotta find things to do with my day that is not just sitting on the computer infront of the tv.

What am I going to do when I live on my own? There will be days where I don’t speak to anyone, all day. I guess I will talk to the cat but…

what.

pussy-envy replied to your post: …realized in my last post I was so nervous I said… i love...

Wed, 30 May 2012 19:02:11 -0700

pussy-envy replied to your post: …realized in my last post I was so nervous I said…

i love you and lets hang super soon yes bb?

yes yes. I am back in town but life is still a bit rocky, but soon soon soon!

We can do fun things, I was going to text you yesterday because I was at metrotown for 4 hours waiting for Adrian to get off work becuase I dropped him off then went shopping for an hour and then hung around his work for another half hour and then went to chapters for another hour. by that time I thought I should just stick around and drive him home. I ended up getting sushi from TnT and reading design books in my car. But I was going to text you to see if you were busy but I figured it was tuesday night and you had school work or some such.

…realized in my last post I was so nervous I said god instead of good. whoops.Interview went...

Wed, 30 May 2012 17:27:30 -0700

…realized in my last post I was so nervous I said god instead of good. whoops.

Interview went well and ALSO it was across the street from a thrift store so I went in and found Def Leppard’s Hysteria on cassette for my car! Pour some sugar on me for ever and ever when I drive (that and that whitesnake cassette the thrift gods blessed me with a second chance with). ALSO found bad boys single on cassette so I can feel like I’m on cops when I drive.

My sister asked me if I actually believed in the thrift gods, I said no. I then in my head repented for my lies and asked for forgiveness. Clearly they listened. I sound crazy but I’m not, I’m just crazy serious about my second hand goods.

job interview, gonna puke. Trying to calm down and be confident though. gonna do god.

Wed, 30 May 2012 14:07:14 -0700

job interview, gonna puke.

Trying to calm down and be confident though. gonna do god.

I love having an analog watch again, but when it’s quiet around and I can hear the ticking, it...

Tue, 29 May 2012 13:28:23 -0700

I love having an analog watch again, but when it’s quiet around and I can hear the ticking, it drives me crazy.

Trying to put down the things I want to get done this Summer in...

Mon, 28 May 2012 20:36:00 -0700

Trying to put down the things I want to get done this Summer in a more attractive way than just a list.

WHY IS IT SO COLD? I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO WEAR A SWEATER AND PANTS INSIDE RIGHT NOW

Mon, 28 May 2012 18:37:52 -0700

WHY IS IT SO COLD?

I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO WEAR A SWEATER AND PANTS INSIDE RIGHT NOW

the Rupaul episode of Sabrina was just on.Trying to be productive today. Urg I always think...

Mon, 28 May 2012 14:42:22 -0700

the Rupaul episode of Sabrina was just on.

Trying to be productive today. Urg I always think I’m being more productive than I really am.

Number one hipster cool grey/white hair daisy chain ~~ (Taken...

Sun, 27 May 2012 15:17:06 -0700

Number one hipster cool grey/white hair daisy chain ~~ (Taken with instagram)

Jacquie rambles about her bloodline and surname.

Sun, 27 May 2012 12:30:45 -0700

When I think about it I realize I never grew up around the shaws. The only blood shaw aside from my dad that I’ve really known is my grandad, also now his sister.

I’ve always been around the Aitkens (my grandmothers maiden name) or Refugias (my moms maiden name).

Sometimes it feels weird to be apart of the shaws, who are English-Scottish decent, when I never think of my family line primarily Bermudian-Portuguese and Filipino. I mean I’m not saying that I don’t recognize I’m half white but to have a quarter of my blood line be so white is weird to me when I think about it.

Then again My sister and I are the end of our shaw surname line, which feels weird. Like when we die our grandad’s surname is survived by no one immediately.

I’m excited to get back to my life and have a to do list and things I want to do and can get...

Sun, 27 May 2012 10:38:16 -0700

I’m excited to get back to my life and have a to do list and things I want to do and can get on with tonight.

I think I’m going to steal Mary’s idea of a cheap ass get rid of my clothes sale. That or do a clothing swap. Any friends interested?

If I do super cheap I’ll probably do something like a $1, $2, $3 sale. Or if I do a clothing swap I want a bunch of people to come by and swap clothing and take my shit.

OR maybe we could do a collective $1,2,3 sale or something. I just have so many clothes I need to get rid of.

uuugrrrrggggghhhhhh.shoulders so sore. I need to go outside and climb things more often, because...

Sun, 27 May 2012 09:42:40 -0700

uuugrrrrggggghhhhhh.

shoulders so sore. I need to go outside and climb things more often, because that shit was fun, but this so sore is not.

Such a good day. Can’t even write it down in a concise enough way. Just it was the kind of day...

Sat, 26 May 2012 23:44:35 -0700

Such a good day.

Can’t even write it down in a concise enough way.

Just it was the kind of day I came to the island almost a week ago for.

Cute hipster sister. (Taken with instagram)

Sat, 26 May 2012 22:47:55 -0700

Cute hipster sister. (Taken with instagram)

Summer time with @amethystmagic (Taken with instagram)

Sat, 26 May 2012 17:30:41 -0700

Summer time with @amethystmagic (Taken with instagram)

Truer words have never been spoken.

Fri, 25 May 2012 13:33:00 -0700

Truer words have never been spoken.:

pnotrn:

wanderlusts:

sabriealleah:

Truer words have never been spoken.

Read. Enjoy.

Every single one is relevant. But these few especially.

3. You’re going to lose touch with a lot of your friends. With some people, it will be expected but with others it will feel like a punch to the stomach. No friendship is truly safe in your twenties. You’re undergoing so many personal and professional changes that there’s bound to be some casualties along the way. Don’t worry though. You’ll end up with the ones that matter. If someone’s no longer in your life, it’s for a reason.

5. You’ll question every decision you make and never feel completely certain that you made the right choice. It’s pointless to wonder though. You’re here now so you might as well make it be the right decision.

15. You’re going to have people in your life who are toxic. They may say that they love you, they may say that they have your back, but they don’t. Get rid of them.

16. You’ll have moments with someone that are so intense, it’ll feel like you’ve been electrocuted back to life. You’ll hold on to these moments for a long time. They’ll give you hope when you’re going through the motions.

17. You’ll always care about your first love. That doesn’t make you crazy, it just makes you human. When relationships end, it’s not so cut and dry. You carry everyone you’ve ever loved into every relationship thereafter.

And, of course, this one:

25. Don’t go too long without having sex. Ever.

I feel like a douche when I say “but I know these things already, I practice most of them already” What am I supposed to do in my 20s now?

mostly well adjusted 21 year old… so alone in this world.
I think I’ll just be sarcastic through my 20s that’s something you usually can’t get away with after right?

I think the one thing I have learned in my whole year and a month of being in my twenties is, you’re in your fucking twenties, so what who fucking cares. You have at least (if you live a decent life) 40-50 years to sort your shit out and be taken seriously. Why figure everything out now, why try to be so grown up? what are you going to do with the rest of your life? That’s how midlife crisis happen, when people think they know their shit early on then hit 20 years later and freak the fuck out.

As long as you don’t fuck it up totally you’ll be fine. Don’t commit any massive crimes, don’t kill anyone, don’t do the dumbest shit ever, you’ll be fine.

I hate when people are like “20s are your times to make mistakes, go do stupid shit” no sir/madam, I do not like going and making a million stupid mistakes for no reason to “learn and grow” I will make enough mistakes on my own and learn and grow from that thank you very much. DON’T TELL ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE, I’M OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THINGS, and I understand that I will make mistakes for the rest of my life and keep learning from them and if I’m not then I’m not living AM I RIGHT?!

URGH being 20 is more angsty than being a teen ever was.

kateordie: New Comic Day! I said I was too busy, which of...

Fri, 25 May 2012 11:01:00 -0700

kateordie:

New Comic Day! I said I was too busy, which of course meant I made one 16 hours later.

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There (almost) isn’t a day where I talk to my dad where he mentions that he likes my dark hair better.

He even sent me a darling e-mail earlier this week talking about how outrageous I look and how I look like I just don’t want to conform.
…I’m sorry my hair is blonde with coloured tips (which are temporary and hideable need be), tell me again how blonde is an outrageous hair colour? I’m sorry I think you forget that I’m 21 and not 13.