May 2012
140 posts
I’m watching the first episode of girls, and it’s making me kinda sick. Is this show trying to be honest about 20 somethings living in the cities or is it like the middle aged persons view of us 20 somethings? because if it’s the second option they’re hitting the nail (read:me) on the head. …urgh is this how I come off to the world? Is this what my age group is? ...
I made an apple kiwi greentea smoothie. JESUS CHRIST MY LIPS ARE ON FIRE/FEEL LIKE THERE ARE A MILLION TINY BARBS IN IT! ALSO MY THROAT! ACIDIC FRRUUUUUUIIIIITTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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even? Gotta find things to do with my day that is not just sitting on the computer infront of the tv. What am I going to do when I live on my own? There will be days where I don’t speak to anyone, all day. I guess I will talk to the cat but… what.
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pussy-envy replied to your post: …realized in my last post I was so nervous I said…
i love you and lets hang super soon yes bb?
yes yes. I am back in town but life is still a bit rocky, but soon soon soon! We can do fun things, I was going to text you yesterday because I was at metrotown for 4 hours waiting for Adrian to get off work becuase I dropped him off then went shopping for an...
…realized in my last post I was so nervous I said god instead of good. whoops. Interview went well and ALSO it was across the street from a thrift store so I went in and found Def Leppard’s Hysteria on cassette for my car! Pour some sugar on me for ever and ever when I drive (that and that whitesnake cassette the thrift gods blessed me with a second chance with). ALSO found bad boys...
job interview, gonna puke. Trying to calm down and be confident though. gonna do god.
I love having an analog watch again, but when it’s quiet around and I can hear the ticking, it drives me crazy.
WHY IS IT SO COLD?
I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO WEAR A SWEATER AND PANTS INSIDE RIGHT NOW
the Rupaul episode of Sabrina was just on. Trying to be productive today. Urg I always think I’m being more productive than I really am.
Jacquie rambles about her bloodline and surname.
When I think about it I realize I never grew up around the shaws. The only blood shaw aside from my dad that I’ve really known is my grandad, also now his sister.
I’ve always been around the Aitkens (my grandmothers maiden name) or Refugias (my moms maiden name).
Sometimes it feels weird to be apart of the shaws, who are English-Scottish decent, when I never think of my family...
I’m excited to get back to my life and have a to do list and things I want to do and can get on with tonight. I think I’m going to steal Mary’s idea of a cheap ass get rid of my clothes sale. That or do a clothing swap. Any friends interested? If I do super cheap I’ll probably do something like a $1, $2, $3 sale. Or if I do a clothing swap I want a bunch of people to...
uuugrrrrggggghhhhhh. shoulders so sore. I need to go outside and climb things more often, because that shit was fun, but this so sore is not.
Such a good day. Can’t even write it down in a concise enough way.
Just it was the kind of day I came to the island almost a week ago for.
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3. You’re going to lose touch with a lot of your friends. With some people, it will be expected but with others it will feel like a punch to the stomach. No friendship is truly safe in your twenties. You’re undergoing so many personal and...
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I always eat bananas when they’ve got just a bit of green left on them but no brown spots at all, so when I eat actual ripe bananas they taste weird and I don’t like them as much. People think it’s weird that I don’t like when my bananas are ripe, but it comes from having a lot of banana trees in my front yard as a child and hardly being able to wait for them to turn a...
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I don’t know how much help coming to the island has been. I just feel like I’m stuck here and nothing is moving forward with anything because my life is in Vancouver and the only reason I need to be here is to talk to my parents who rule the cash. On the upside though, I was able to eat dinner today which was nice and the first time I’ve felt full and not like...
I miss my cat so much. This might be a problem, but I don’t care. I love him he is so furry and soft and small. And even though he hates most people he loves me most of the time. he makes me so happy and he’s just a stupid cat. Stupid cat having such control over my emotions.
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I think I’m in shock. I just keep thinking this isn’t happening, or that I’ll wake up tomorrow and it’ll all be sorted out. Or that (as clingy and terrible and dependant as this sounds) Adrian will change his mind and not move out. I had to look for places today just look online see what’s out there. It looks like if I move I’ll either
1. not be the...
uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh I should leave for the ferry but I”m still not dressed and I still haven’t gone to pick up the stuff I need to and I still havent finished cleaning up. I’m just so fucking tired of taking the ferry and going back and forth and getting nothing done.
I should probably take a shower and tidy up and do those things I need to do before I catch the ferry. Buuuuttt I just want to sit on the couch all day and watch tv and hang out with my cat because I hate leaving him. buhhhhh.
Sorry everyone, my blog is probably going to be a bunch of sad cuts for the next while.
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blurgh. Even though he’s been a dum dum after talking things out today I think I’ve started to accept and think about Adrian moving, in about 10 days. I’m going to be gone for about half of those. I’m going to miss him, I’m going to miss all the little things of...
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boyonlife replied to your post: gettin’ personal on tumblr. I try not to over share usually but I have to write this out somewhere (also real life friends should probably read)
I miss you, lets be best friends please
I miss you too. when I get back from the island lets do something. Do you like ice cream? I feel like ice cream would be a fun thing to do (go get some to eat) we can dress...
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eatyourpaisley replied to your post: 3 days later I still want to puke all the time. …
for some reason i thought you lived in victoria, haha
Probably because you followed me when I mentioned the house across the street from the photo school (that’s not weird how I remember that right?) My parents live in Victoria. I moved to Vancouver a couple years ago but I’m over there like...
gettin' personal on tumblr. I try not to over...
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So here’s what’s been up the last few days. Adrian decided that he wants to move out, which is heartbreaking and stressful. This is probably why my tumblr has been boring and lame the last few days (not like it’s not normally like that but what ever). I’m posting this here because I have a bunch of friends in real life on here and I don’t want to tell...
3 days later I still want to puke all the time.
stunning may long, just the best weekend. I’m going to Victoria tomorrow for the third time this month, so fucking tired of ferries, but what ever.
Hey remember when there were like 20 people at the drag show?
No I wouldn’t think most of these damn hipsters would. Ugh apocalypstick good night sweet prince. (I’ve never felt more ball and chained to anything in my life)
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tentacleparty replied to your post: vancouver y u no have a taco bell? Even though…
buahaha surrey has 2, rockin the suburbs!
FUCKING SURREY!!!! urghghghghgh
bluergh. I was hungry, so I made a sandwich, now I feel sick again. urgh. I’m going to take a nap
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so keeping the scale out is probably not the best idea but also it’s right there so I tend to weigh myself a couple times a day, it doesn’t really matter much though because I’m just trying to eat better and be better so the number is just a little encouragement but not what drives me. I weighed myself on the way out of the bathroom today and I’ve reached kind a mini...
vancouver y u no have a taco bell? Even though canadian taco bell is a sore disappointment next to american taco bell it’s all I want to eat right now but I do not have the energy to get up and get it. In similar news though, looking at the taco bell website has got me hungry enough that I think I can stomach some food.
feelin’ good. urgh I just feel like I’m going to puke but I just can’t. Urgh I hate this, this is such bullshit. feeling like crap is the worst.
people with out that DIY sense when it comes to things it makes me so angry.
Hello, if you want pastel dip dyed hair just do it yourself (I mean I’m a hypocrite in this where I go and get my hair bleached at the salon but also my hair is black and I would never be able to make it white and have it not fall off my head). Or cut off shorts, or anything that this new ‘pastel goth/soft...
In my boredom I put on the new garter belt skirt I got today (on sale, a thank you) and put on some thigh highs and a somewhat matching bra. Sitting on tumblr in my ~sexy panties~ also watching the time traveler’s wife on the women channel because I like to watch sad stupid movies on Saturday nights.
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pussy-envy replied to your post: Is the legal age of drinking in the states 21…
i feel you babe. all the feels. i think i have about 8 beers and 3 shots of tequila and all i wanna do is cut off my head. thriftstoring next weekend? if you’re free? it was so rad to see you. youre a total peachh
Thanks again for having us! we had such a blast! Everyone was so rad. I’m pretty sure...